what did i learn today?

so, what did i learn today?

• being 'sad' makes you do real stupid stuffs.. and its when even the advises seem to be pouring in galore and they seem to matter the least, in fact bordering on being negligent.. coz, you dont even listen to it.. and they all seem like that of an insect drone near your ears.. true story..
• you lose the sensitivity of your immediate surroundings..
• you end up getting (physically) hurt.. unintentional though..
• and its only when all the above mentioned things have happened to you, and a considerable time has passed and you're sitting or rather made to sit put in a corner, that you realise, what a real ass of a person you've been..
• and yet, neither of these stop you from being sad..
• and i realise, that im doing a real lousy job of what i'd promised M of..

so, bottomline, i'm stupid when im sad, and i end up doing (completely avoidable) stupid stuffs..

#bleh!