Friday, April 29, 2011

the long list

1. Rio----------------------------------------> check!
2. Cold Mountain----------------------------> check!
3. Ice Age------------------------------------> check!
4. Paranormal Activity 2----------------------> saturday nyt appo! *scared!*
5. The Hangover 2
6. Pirates of the Carribean 4

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

destination-----> 400014.

time flew. a phrase i have often come across. a phrase i have used a zillion times. to express someting serious. or to show my exasperation. to even using it in the most off-handed manner. but pretty much aware, nevertheless. but maybe, in the just concluded weekend, i did experience the true significance of this phrase. "time flew". coz, sitting now, amid all the homely comforts of the soft cushiony sofa and a brilliant fan, compounded with the omnipresent generous dollops of love and affection and care, and the very presence of "family", i probably, for the very first time in my 22 years of short-n-long life, realise the true feel of the phrase. yes. time did fly. and fast.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

20.4.11

and as i finally sit down to pour it all out, it suddenly feels wierd to recount.

i say finally, not because this was something long awaited. i say finally, because finally i get the time and space to sit without any apparent cluster of clutters in front of the ever inviting bright white screen of the blog-page on my lapi! and definitely deserves a finally. yeah.

and that goes without saying that i was busy doing some real work. yeah. its the same old story of packing.. but this time, thankfully, the books are much less compared to the previous time, and i have a real time fast and easy access to the boxes for packing, which is like a real boost. n so, the books all done, barring a few or one or two here about, and most of my clothes too packed in.. and for the rest of the paraphernalia, which unfortunately happens to be quite a few of them too, i have to wait for the further supply of bags/boxes/suitcases to fill them with those.. and that can be done only after pops decides to bring those stuffs.. then it will be a matter of a few more hours.. coz thats all thats gonna take me to rustle it all up for one final (apparently and for the time being) bundling and jetting-setting-going far far away from this gaol!

which now brings me to the most dreaded and detested part of the entire scenario.. the hostel warden, and her many idiosyncracies!"gurdian is required!" "the fax is mandatory!" "you have to get a letter from your H.O.D" "where is the mess receipt?" and somehow her questions never seem to be put on rest. one serious super confused lady! n so, keeping fingers and toes crossed, that tomo when pops comes, everything gets sorted out real smoothly with her, wothout any additional lafdas with her.

and not to forget, tomo will most probably be the last working day's association of mine with JDBIMS.. the final viva being tomo, that definitely marks the end of the two years in that place.. and im really "looking forward" to it.

and with it, my short stay in the hostel too comes to an end. a year. of celebrations, night ups, wierd feels, movies, fun, solitude, and a hell lotta more stuffs. it was good. i wont really miss hostel, but i'll definitely have good memories of it. and not to say, seeing me all packing mode, my roomie definitely is a bit sad.. and to speak of it, it has just been 9 months with her.. but yeah, she was real good :) just the movie part got stuck amid our whirlwind schedules and exams. but that apart, everything managed to fall into place with her. and to say no fights, arguments, cold wars.. i probably wont end up keeping in touch with her, the asocial being that i am, but nevertheless, i will always remember her. and in all my talks and musings about my sojourn JDBIMS and hostel, she'll definitely get a mention. it was good times in the rooms.. quite.. but good. and the chittings chattings can never be excluded!

so, i think, i should call it a day here. final editing to be done to the presentation for tomo. and the nights of-late have gone a bit loner..but the omnipresence, is probably acting as the greatest reassurance. n that explains the smile on my face. so, before it tends to get any more wierd n flowery, its ciao for now.

p.s: vo toh ate hi ludking ho gaya..i too am thinking of following suit.
so, gnite.. sweetdreams.. your dreams.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

16.3.2011

he asked me what i wanted for my birthday. i would have well almost replied with "balloons". but i was pissed with him for not letting me have my memoir of that day.

"ye wala" :-P

"kya? :-P"
"ye ;)"
"kya ye :-P"
"ye vala ye :-D"
"kya wala ye :-P"
"ye wala ;)"
"kya wala :-P"
":-P ye vala wala"
"kya wala wala :-P"
"haha :-D ye wala :)"
"kya wala :-P"
"ye wala :)"

Thursday, April 14, 2011

:-/

it hurts. when i see my place being taken by someone else. it hurts. even if that place was never clearly defined. it hurts. more. because on the very first place it chose to defy convention. it hurts. it was never normalised. and. nothing. takes. the. fact. away. that. it. hurts.

outbursts have never been my signature. never. ever. i'm innately cold. perpetually. and thus surfaces the theory of relativity and the most illustrous concept of perception. the freedom of percieving. which can lift you in any plane you wish. a dream route of escape. of being invincible. perception. what you 'choose' to percieve. and there exactly is where i have some skills on manipulation. n though i might be (and even have been) pretty successful in manipulation n pulling-the-strings of external perception, i have been a continuous failure for my own self.

n so i cant deny, neither shrug off the feeling of hurtful. n yes. it definitely does.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Sunday, April 10, 2011

chance pe dance!

im absolutely idle, so putting in snippets of actual conversations, which in fact, happen to be sorta interesting, nevertheless.. n so, here goes the second one in the series :-D

{note:: the incident recounted below, had taken place, involving two said beings, in the actuality of unfolding of events. the identities are kept discreet.}


He:: sexy! :) <3
She:: lol.. :P
He:: na seriously.. you look amazing.. ajkal kuch zyada hi hot lagti ho..:)
She:: aah! :) thaanku thaanku! well, you had had your chance ;) abhi kuch nai ho sakta.. :P
He:: toh tab pehle batana tha na! damn!! i missd out then.. :( fir se "chance" k kya chances hai? ;) :)
She:: haha.. :-P pata nai.. gurantee nai hai uska!
He:: vaise inni hot kaise ho gayi ho?
She:: umm.. well, tumhare jane k bad se ;)

moral of the story: chance pe dance necessarily marna chahiye! :-D

Monday, April 4, 2011

"oh ya! you will NEVER propose a guy!"

him:: "toh, kaisi chal rai hai tum dono ki love story?"
She::  "bhot achi!"
him:: "ha, toh ab kab propose kar rai hai tu?"
She:: "never"