it hurts. when i see my place being taken by someone else. it hurts. even if that place was never clearly defined. it hurts. more. because on the very first place it chose to defy convention. it hurts. it was never normalised. and. nothing. takes. the. fact. away. that. it. hurts.
outbursts have never been my signature. never. ever. i'm innately cold. perpetually. and thus surfaces the theory of relativity and the most illustrous concept of perception. the freedom of percieving. which can lift you in any plane you wish. a dream route of escape. of being invincible. perception. what you 'choose' to percieve. and there exactly is where i have some skills on manipulation. n though i might be (and even have been) pretty successful in manipulation n pulling-the-strings of external perception, i have been a continuous failure for my own self.
n so i cant deny, neither shrug off the feeling of hurtful. n yes. it definitely does.
outbursts have never been my signature. never. ever. i'm innately cold. perpetually. and thus surfaces the theory of relativity and the most illustrous concept of perception. the freedom of percieving. which can lift you in any plane you wish. a dream route of escape. of being invincible. perception. what you 'choose' to percieve. and there exactly is where i have some skills on manipulation. n though i might be (and even have been) pretty successful in manipulation n pulling-the-strings of external perception, i have been a continuous failure for my own self.
n so i cant deny, neither shrug off the feeling of hurtful. n yes. it definitely does.
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