just tired

im tired of crying
im tired of yelling
im tired of being sad
im tired of pretending
im tired of being alone
im tired of being angry
im tired of feeling crazy
im tired of feeling stuck
im tired of needing help
im tired of remembering
im tired of missing things
im tired of being different
im tired of missing people
im tired of feeling worthless
im tired of feeling empty inside
im tired of not being able to let go
im tired of wishing i could start over
im tired of dreaming a life i will never have
but most of all
im just tired of being tired.