Wednesday, January 23, 2013

when i don't know what to do

"p.a.":-
sunne me bhi acha lagta tha..
sahi lagta tha.



when in dire straits regarding whether to start a new segment with a new word after a comma, OR, to start a new sentence of a new paragraph altogether, after a full stop, beginning with a capital letter..
dilemma of a stupid girl..when a period of three years seems too long to be true and surreal..yet, the feeling of being together through every possible thing in those three years gives a great feel of contempt and security..when i dunno what it holds in it for me.. when i dunno what is after these 'three years'..
when the very existence is questioned..
and when it seems real absurd that these things are even striking a chord at this point in time of our lives..in my life, to be precise..

when #1 was excitedly waited upon
when #2 deserved an acknowledgement
strangely enough, i'm absolute indifferent to #3.. it has ceased to have any significance somehow.. just another day.. just another date.. that comes every 365 days.. is too much proximity the cause? am i supposed to be better off if i take off to some place else, for a long time.. is 'distance' being missed? i'm completely flummoxed.. 'coz 'dates' are of immense significance to me..and it feels that it has lost all its significance.. *poof!*

p.a.
yes, i miss that..
true.. it had a good and nice ring to it..
it always felt right..
item.
p.a.

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