miss you, M.

i had a plan.. a pre-planned and nicely thought of list of stuffs that i would be telling you..
i still have the list..
i still have the ordered list..
i never ended up giving it to you..
i could never bring it on to escape me..
i felt impaired..
and i never thought i would feel so..

i miss you today.. i miss you, because you ain't here.. because, i cant see you the way i used to..
all i have is your essence.. and your feel.. wrapped around me..
and i feel the safest in your 'stuff'..
the brown stripes comfort me now.. but even then, they cant replace you..

you have been the bestest that i ever had.. and you will always be that..
the 'partial' being irrespective..

miss you, M.