marginal costing..page open with the paper marker sticking out..kept in front.. almost counter staring each other.. kept aside..
twirling the pen in my right hand.. marveling the controls and finesse of my finger skills.. stopped doing it..
foolscap paper.. lying blank.. attempt at the vote of thanks.. yet to start..
cellular phone.. lying idle.. with an occasional buzz and ring..

and all it takes is just one look at that damned stupid cellular phone, every time it rings a certain tone.. that one thing against all the other above mentioned things.. and tears well up and not long before they roll down..

that should answer you how fucked up i am.