love being me..and a rat's ass to all the bullshit around!

yes, off late, i have been flying.. i have been overwhelmed.. i have been reluctantly ecstatic.. yet i couldn't stop gushing everytime it rang.. it drove me nuts, everytime the airtel money ad came on tv.. the only reason being the "ringtone" of the ad, per se.. it was exactly the tone of my gtalk notifications on my phone..

and the reason of me being nuts at that? its simple.. i wait for the gtalk pings.. and everytime with that ring, my heart goes aflutter..

yes, off late, my recent obssession on gtalk has primarily being labelling the chat history under "same_to_same".. each and every one of them.. everyday..

yes, and being as recent as a lil more than 24 hrs (now that i write this), i have allowed myself to fall in love all over again with the night ride, with the sharp chill in the air brushing my face, with the hands entwined.. snugly.. comfortably..

yes, off late, i have let myself loose.. set myself free.. given a rat's ass to all the damned concern of otherwise.. just to be me..

and so it comes.. "love you" at quarter to midnight.. followed by an emphatic "yesh"..


p.s. : had forgotten, what it was, to be just me.. maybe, at times, sometimes, you do need a "Mirror" for yourself..