scared/scarred

you are the kind of a guy, i'm almost tempted (and maybe, at times even inclined,) to discuss my nail-polish colour with.. not to mention that i have anyway made you a part of my shoe shopping and my other extravagances..
didn't feel any restraint then, while doing all these..
but for some reason, i cant help but fight the urge to continue in this non nonchalant manner..

scared? or maybe scarred?!

or maybe, both, even?!


{time doesn't heel.. it makes you skeptic..}