i think i now know why i have you as my bestest girlfriend..

• to share those infinite secret giggles involving that special someone without that special someone's conscious cognizance.. 
• to sob (myself to the deepest bottoms of an endless pit with darkness all around where nothing seems worth even a hope) over those long distance long calls with you and making it all worse with the wish, "if only you were here"..

--and as someone had said once,"you are my 'person'"..

and that you are..period.