just saying.. #2

its best to be this 'shut-out' person..
closed for people in a way that they dun get a peek in..
well, on the downside of it, you might always find yourself down at their end of yelling..
but there is a major upside of that..
that being, you'll never be hurt..
because, its "always" your people, who fight to get your peek within and to whom you eventually give in, who hurt you..
because they "know" you..
because they know where to hurt..
so, if you are always closed out, then they wont know where to hurt..
so, that helps..
one major 'hurt' less..

just saying..

p.s. personal experience.. holds very true! to the 'T'..(sic)
p.p.s and apparently my 'post' to 'you-know-who' gets the maximum hits.. well, i guess, the 'exception' really rules..

To:: you-know-who

dear my-only-exception,

i have taken the hit.. finally.. so as to say.. and i think i know who to blame and what to blame.. ;)
and of course, when your vow of being at a hand's distance from me flew out of the window, this was anyway on the cards.. aint it..! moreover, add to that, the exchanged glasses and the butt-ends.. oh yeah.. inclusive of all the sharings too! gosh.. now, this doesnt even seems surprising..! :-p

so, just to check on you, i hope that you are still making your ground.. and in a good way too.. and this definitely does not give you the right to take the hit, next-in-line!

:)
-xoxo

p.s. i'll always be having you.. ;) even without you telling me to..! *nuts* #xoxo

as a wise old man said today,-----

"Give up on a possible love connection, as it will never give you happiness."

24th september 2012

...and how always one whole session of love ends with my heart turning into crumbled eggshells lying on the kitchen floor.

*given up.*

i think i now know why i have you as my bestest girlfriend..

• to share those infinite secret giggles involving that special someone without that special someone's conscious cognizance.. 
• to sob (myself to the deepest bottoms of an endless pit with darkness all around where nothing seems worth even a hope) over those long distance long calls with you and making it all worse with the wish, "if only you were here"..

--and as someone had said once,"you are my 'person'"..

and that you are..period.

just saying.. ;)

just read this on a social networking site--
"women fall madly in love with douchebags"..

well, this just makes You one! :-D :-p and you already have the 'lo**y' tag.. ;)

#just saying!#

stars gone bonkers!

"Your sociability will have the desired effect - you seem responsive and sensitive to others and make friends easily. That's because you are generally feeling confident and optimistic and, amongst other things, you are keen to get to know people. Among these new relationships will, of course, be those that might well involve the possibility of sex. If you've already found a life partner, hold yourself back a little. If this isn't the case, then something new could be on the horizon."

bloody hell! :-p

stupid song

and almost the final nail in the coffin types situation..

the "song" on the fm on my way back home.. and what did i miss?
strangely enough, i missed You beside me..
i missed You singing along with it..
i missed You grooving when it goes 'aja kare tararumpumpum'.. :)


and i guess, this is inching close in getting that coveted place of being "our song"--much to my displeasure and Your love.. :-p

coincidental

for me it reads--'today you could be completely unaware of important signals your crush has been sending for a while.'

point to be noted--the 'has been sending' part in the above statement..  yep.. pretty much maybe.. (maybe not even, what say You, eh?!)
four days in a row, and i am definitely murderous towards You.. and no further questions of doubt to be raised on that.. period.. Your fucking singing along loud to that stupid song has me now going over and over like a loop to only those two specific lines.. and i just cant simply get them out of my head.. read further to that: my mind, my lips.. *aaarrrghhhhhh*

and so i reckon, the above quoted statement might as well be holding true.. courtesy this murderous frame of mind, i might just be unaware of all the signals which my crush might have been sending to me for a 'while'.. :) *hehehe*

p.s. for 'my crush', it reads--'see love and the communication of feelings as a real therapy..true love accompanied by higher qualities are highlighted now.' :-P:-P:-P:-P
 absolutely 'oh-so-perfect'! :-D
ooohhhhhhh!! and how i love! ;)