4.7.12

i couldnt be happy for someone else's happiness today..
i am the someone else's secret confidant, even as on this moment..
the someone else is the most special person in my life..

i am not a good girl..
i let the someone else down today..

i was supposed to be happy for him..
i thought i was..
i knew i wasnt..
and this isnt how it was supposed to be..