and it was just the previous day when i was gushing like a stupid romantic fool.. couldnt get enough of it at all..
and yes, that is probably the best part of being a teenager.. something that i realised after coming out of it.. and yet, the realisation somehow managed to go deeper than that.. to the level of bursting bubbles.. it followed the same conventional trajectory though---> inception of the idea, building on to that idea, having some support from the day-to-day activities, that were otherwise mundane and insignificant of such a nature, that it'd have been screechingly abnormal to give undeserved attention to it, but nevertheless, drawing all the non-existant conclusions and even making them appear realistic and convincing enough for the support of my case, drooling over the thoughts, imagining further ways ultimately leading to nothingness, even indulging in a bit of stalking, waiting with all the optimism in the world----with gradually coming round that frenzied feeling to a more "mature" composure, acting like an "experienced" personality----and the eventual bursting of the almost perfect bubble, courtesy another individual..(the individual playing the role of a helper not that of the accusative responsible!)
and it goes-------P-O-P! and P-O-O-O-F!
and so, now coming back to the best part-------------------->
you dont really wait for long, before it is already "let bygones be bygones" and you are already surging forward for a second shot at it! :-P
after all, it IS "bas 5 rupaye ka fevi stick/ fevi quick!"
and yes, that is probably the best part of being a teenager.. something that i realised after coming out of it.. and yet, the realisation somehow managed to go deeper than that.. to the level of bursting bubbles.. it followed the same conventional trajectory though---> inception of the idea, building on to that idea, having some support from the day-to-day activities, that were otherwise mundane and insignificant of such a nature, that it'd have been screechingly abnormal to give undeserved attention to it, but nevertheless, drawing all the non-existant conclusions and even making them appear realistic and convincing enough for the support of my case, drooling over the thoughts, imagining further ways ultimately leading to nothingness, even indulging in a bit of stalking, waiting with all the optimism in the world----with gradually coming round that frenzied feeling to a more "mature" composure, acting like an "experienced" personality----and the eventual bursting of the almost perfect bubble, courtesy another individual..(the individual playing the role of a helper not that of the accusative responsible!)
and it goes-------P-O-P! and P-O-O-O-F!
and so, now coming back to the best part-------------------->
you dont really wait for long, before it is already "let bygones be bygones" and you are already surging forward for a second shot at it! :-P
after all, it IS "bas 5 rupaye ka fevi stick/ fevi quick!"
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