Tuesday, May 31, 2011

n aisa bhi hota hai!

who on earth would have thought  that a simple and harmless pirecing in the ear will result in such a high intensity drama?! :-P coz thats exactly how and what happened.. sitting nicely in the chair, all set for being "pierced" with all the necessary equipments, et al.. the first thing that i realise is a sharp prick and a jab of pain, then again n then again, n the next thing that i realise is i'm on the floor (!?) surrounded by frantic-faced kakima holding me, n some other female splashing water on my face.. and i have no memory of how i ended up being there!

and so much for a lil prick in the ear! which is (without any doubt) adjourned for the good!

unique piece! (as someone very rightly put it!)

p.s.: the 'doc' was missed.. kakima missed him more today.. so, i had "company".. *chuckle* its just, he doesnt know.. and probably will never know.. *sigh!*

Friday, May 27, 2011

in my besty's words-------> "myself!"

Friends fOREVER...
Aritree Chaudhuri a.k.a Psycho

Girl whose importance I realised after she left sc...hool
Girl who is a wonderful writer
Girl who was first to know about my one and only 'Boyfriend'
Girl who still calls me 'Chuhiya'
Girl who has a very sharp memory and never forget things...
Girl whose mother is like my second Mom...
Girl who has wonderful 'Hairs' ♥
Girl with whom I spent my childhood...
Girl with whom I like to share my S.e.c.r.e.t.s...
Girl to whom I wrote letters even in between my exams...
Girl who is still friends with her Ex.. (weirdo)
Girl who wishes me Happy Birthday at the end of the Day so that I may sleep with her wishes for whole year....
Girl whose home in ankleshwar used to be my second home...
Girl whose house garden is the thing that I miss most...
Girl who is a wonderful Dancer and Singer...
Girl who is jus awesome in giving 'Nick' names to her friends...
Girl who helped me to have a b'ful handwriting( U dnt knw this, but I use to copy ur Hand writing in school)
Girl who is Insomniac like me...
Girl who was with me wen I was going through the rough phase of my life...

Hey, I knw these are jus few things that we shared in so many years!! I cant even think of describing our bond with this thing, but I jus felt like writing
something for a wonderful nd superb writer like u... I love u Girly, and will love u forever...
I wish to see u soon now, desperately need a pic with u now... ♥♥
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This album is dedicated to all those who came into my life with some purpose or without any purpose... No matter how we met, faught , but all those things really made u guys a very important part of my life... Part which I can never forget and dont wanna forget either... Thank you for coming in my life like a Gift and staying with me... :) ♥

Monday, May 23, 2011

bas 5 rupaye ka fevi stick/ fevi quick!

and it was just the previous day when i was gushing like a stupid romantic fool.. couldnt get enough of it at all..
and yes, that is probably the best part of being a teenager.. something that i realised after coming out of it.. and yet, the realisation somehow managed to go deeper than that.. to the level of bursting bubbles.. it followed the same conventional trajectory though---> inception of the idea, building on to that idea, having some support from the day-to-day activities, that were otherwise mundane and insignificant of such a nature, that it'd have been screechingly abnormal to give undeserved attention to it, but nevertheless, drawing all the non-existant conclusions and even making them appear realistic and convincing enough for the support of my case, drooling over the thoughts, imagining further ways ultimately leading to nothingness, even indulging in a bit of stalking, waiting with all the optimism in the world----with gradually coming round that frenzied feeling to a more "mature" composure,  acting like an "experienced" personality----and the eventual bursting of the almost perfect bubble, courtesy another individual..(the individual playing the role of a helper not that of the accusative responsible!)

and it goes-------P-O-P! and P-O-O-O-F!

and so, now coming back to the best part-------------------->
you dont really wait for long, before it is already "let bygones be bygones" and you are already surging forward for a second shot at it! :-P

after all, it IS "bas 5 rupaye ka fevi stick/ fevi quick!"

Sunday, May 22, 2011

calling........Doc!

its a lovely feeling.. *blush* cant stop smiling.. cant stop grinning.. cant stop thinking.. cant stop going over and over again those priceless moments of the most random conversation.. of subtle proddings.. of discreet invitations.. of careful expression of want and longing.. of everything that makes your world go round.. makes you light.. mahes your  head heavy..

*blush*

Thursday, May 19, 2011

my train journey

it used to be my favourite essay to read when in school.. "my favourite journey".. and invariably, the "journey", irrespective of the person concerned, always used to be a "train" one.. and my fav! for one very simple reason and fact--elusion. yes, i was never that "fortunate" enough to experience and consequently re-count "my favourite (train) journey" for my essays in school.. and yes. that sure did use to leave me forlorn.. and blame it on the entire  2000 km of land-stretch separating me from my "native place", which always resulted in a trip to airport, destination reached in 2 hrs 20 mins. flat!

and so, it was not untill my 22nd year of my life, when im obliged to undertake a "train journey" everyday 30-mins to-and-fro, to a different city! :-D and boy, my joy knows no bounds.. the very smell of the "train journey".. only, im not in a "school"  anymore where i'll be asked to write an essay in "english" on "your favourite journey" wherein i can sneak in my everyday recounts of the "train journey".. but then it definitely again doesnt stop me from elucidating it, anyway..

and to tell the truth, i still dunno, whether i should really be calling it as my "fav".. but it surely is that one thing in the day, for which i look forward to.. every single day. yes. in scorching sun, throngs of people jostling for a quicker way out of the crowd on the already packed and crowded overbridge, clusters of people that helps in identifying the nature of the 'dabba' of the incoming train, the myriad of activities omnipresent on the platform and continued on the same intensity and fashion even inside the train, the beautiful rythmic movements, the sweet breeze.. add to that, the constant discussion on movies and similar stuffs.. and all this ONLY while "going". coz the "coming back" has its own special charm to it.

and so the coming back.. and this starts right from that frenzied moment of "Tchuss!" coz, what follows it, is pure mad rush and dash  at the door, down the stairs, the reluctant wait for the ones left behind at the gate, and then the hurried walk back to the Bahnhof.. which usually is in pairs, mostly, with one (pair) leading the way, and the other following! and, i must say, i've been very fortunate till now to be "paired" with the Person ;) which is continued all the way to my destination station.. and what am i overlooking in between? the beautiful 30 mins of return journey in the train with the beautiful company of (a) certain illustrous homo sapien(s)  and the ever entertaining and attention grabbing conversations, the high-fives, the (silent) jokes shared (secretly), the un-inhibited laugh, us sitting in that very same manner, and at times, even standing.. without any damn care of what the others will be thinking about us! yes, all this and all those many more which can never be put down in words.. that is my "fav" train journey, everyday..

p.s: i never could pin-point the factors.. but it sure is conclusive enough in one definite aspect. it sure does follow a definite and particular fashion. all the traits, lead me to that point, where i've always longed to reach. yet, this particular instance, inspite of all the "signs" leading me to that place, im hesitating.. deliberately. and who knows, maybe, it becomes a way too explicitely evident at times too..

coz, similarities are always enticingly dangerous. they lure you into it. but it doesnt give you a way out. and in this case, the "similarities" are getting a tad too blatant. and im tensed with anticipation.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

proud moment for me!

and finally its official.. "official" for the "world" to see.. (of course at their own "interest"!) and thats what makes it special.. and thatsalso what that makes me proud.. im proud coz, this is the first time i've "consciously" made a proclamation and have succeeded in giving a definite direction to it! :-D yes.. very happy :) and proud!



http://www.mybestfriendismuslim.com/post/5334873684/besty-hans

p.s.: and i believe in it :) *love*