n its an all-dayer today! :-D

exaggeration<---------->normal :-P

"..
him : bey kyu inna superlatives term use karti hai. stop exaggerating..
her : haha :-P at times, i kinda wonder.. mei zyada exaggerate karta hai ya you get real hyper.. :-P
him : u exaggerate a lot :-P m toh normal.
her : yeah yeah.. 'normal' indeed.. all thanks n wid due diligence to einstein.. :-P
him : ha ha. bilkul..
.."

blank.......*zzzzzzzzzz..........*

so then.. a big B-L-A-N-K is wat im drawing right now.. n its not that im suffering form a 'writer's block'(!) (whoa there!!easy does it, baby.. im NOT a writer, per se, coz all these roobishes definitely donot account in any way watsoever as being 'writing' materials..(sic).period) but that does not rule out the accountability n the ability n the very authenticity of me drawing a B-L-A-N-K!!! duh-uh!!!!!

hmmmm... *sigh!!!*
so many things happening simultanously that its all a blur.. n thats wat i hate! (hmpf!) n this particular term--'hmpf'--reminds me--of-late, many ppl have been basking in th unwarrantedly lavish use of this terminology, per se.. i guess, its high time, i come up with certain form of copyright or patent thingy protecting the rights of this 'hmpf' n thereby limiting its usage..!

so, getting back, as i was saying-- a hell lotta stuffs been happening, mate! n certain shockers too!

firstly, its a niece for moi!!! (yeah! yeah! call me oldie now! :-D) n just cant wait to see her n hold her in my arms.. though im sure that is gonna follow with some mega heavy duty tear-jerkers from my naniji's part.. so, i gotta save myself n probably even have to put up a houdini! *gosh!* great!!

n that apart, today was an absolute disaster. yesh. D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R!!!!! the paper sucked and no wonder moi deteste HR! gosh, my respect for those ppl taking up that pathetic course has assumed a more concretised downhill map.. *sucks!*

n even now as im punching hard on the keyboard of my already "ill" lapi, there is something horribly WRONG with the digit "E"!!!! it just refuses to register at the first attempt of hit.. damn!!! n all the extra effort of going back to each line that i'v written (which is enuf to create a nauseating feel) is just not worth the cause.. *HMPF*

n lastly, the major shock that i got while logging in for the first time of the day, it has managed to cross the three-figure!! whoa!! easy does it, my 'followers'! i dun really give gossips over here.. n i cant, for once, n even for ever, figure out wat is so damn interesting in all my useless blabber.. duh-uh!!! dun you guys "read" the tagline?? it clearly states : "just th usual blabber that has found a place...." so, you know, you can just go slow on that part! *chuckle*

n this brings me to a certain 'invisible' follower.. n all i have to say to you mister,is, be "discreet"!!! coz, anyway, you not gonna find any giveaway on your most sought after matter in this one.. and as someone has definitely pointed out--im a pro in creating 'mysteries'.. hehehe!!! :-P

p.s.: one definite shocker that i completely forgot to give space to..(see, how SHOCKED i am, evn now!) getting a mention in someone's blog!!! wow!!! i kinda have to roam about incognito now..(lol) no, but seriously saying this girl, thanks a ton.. for making me feel special, all over again.. :) love you loads!!! :)

p.s.2: if you dint believe my trivia on the digit "E", i'd rather ask you to go back to my "p.s." (above), first line, penultimate word, from the right..! yeah well, im giving the details, coz im just too lazy n in no mood to go back to that n correct it!n anyway, since the SMS lingo is pretty much "in", it doesnt pose much of a hindrance in "understanding:.. :-P

n i guess thats enuf blabber for one-time shot! see, that's wat SHOCKERS can do to me!

(un)conventional(?)

and never before the very idea of THE New Year was so exciting.. n never before, did the thought of it put a smile on my face, everytime..
i guess, there's you, whom i can definitely not stop loving.. even now.. even if it means me defying conventions..
somethings happen to just leave behind a mark..
♥

well, a simple prelude..i say simple because its essence says so.. it contains nothing save for th sweet and the innocent emotions.. n this emotions are the one that is the most important element..

n even today, wen things HAVE changed (as it was a conscious decision on each of our parts),there are still some things that HAVEN'T..n in fact, i wont be wrong to say, those very things go way deep into both of us..they form the build.. they form the basis.. n sometime ago, they WERE the conventions, themselves..

n yes, i AM looking forward to the New Year this time.. there are hopes attached.. there is love hidden.. coz, even today, we both know, we get along like "AWESOME"!

just make sure, we can re-live it again.. one more time..
n yes, even today, i cant stop loving you.
♥

"nethin for u ma'am"

..
P.A : Ha ha. Nethin for u ma'am :-P
Item: yeah yeah.. :) i love it absolutely! :)
P.A : U mean the shut up part ;)
Item: Ahan.. :-P I meant, in fact the entire 'anything for you ma'am' part.. In its wholeness.. :-D :-P
P.A : Ha ha :) so order :-P 'nethin'
..

and i absolutely "loves" thees! :)
♥♥♥

wish list!!!! :-D

n here goes my wish list..nothing extravagant.. but then, it oozes off flamboyance! :-D

1. wanna down tequilla shots with paromadidi.. :-D will be a perfect girl's nyt-out!
2. wanna walk all nyt through park street on christmas eve..
3. wanna go to st. paul's and bandel's church for christmas..
4. wanna get my hair streaked RED! :-D *all planned n set for it! :-P*
5. wanna get two tattoos--one on my wrist n one on the collar bone or a lil beneath.. both on the lefts :) not decided on the design though..
6. wanna visit the reebok's factory outlet n get the reetone..
7. shopping wid pishi :)
8. another set of piercings on my ears :):)
9. n awesome session with my personal photographer!

purrrrrrrrrrr-fecttttttttttoooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah baby!! :)

12.12.2010

so.. one of those days again today.. "those" meaning one of its kind for every month.. n this time its 12.12!
:-P n the best part, there's a certai nip in the air.. its somewat chilly in bbay, with temp hovering around the seventeens :-D *yayyie!* n its definitely "cold" back home with it going around the tens and the twelves *absolutely love!!!!* so, in short, looks like "wintery winter" finally! yesh:)

n me.. well, i've been idyllic oflate.. speaking as a matter of fact! sems running, the bug's still undecided on the fact as whether to leave completely or leave behind a smaller version of it as a memento (this is with reference to the international voice that i've boasting of-late n the terrible cough which often gives the impression of a 'hacker's cough')! *arrrrghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!*

so, then, and as the saying goes-- "an idle mind is the devil's workshop"-- n that's exactly how it has been.. pretty much that..which can be further accentuated (yeah! thats my new word, i ges.. i've been using a lot of it in the recent past..n its found quite a mention in my last four sem papers too! *chuckle*) with all the non-sense (well, not exactly "non"sense, per se.. coz they made a hell lotta sense, when they first emerged.. the "non" part kinda got attached gradually to the sense part! *yee-haw!*.. :-P) that's been going in my somewat-modified-version-of-the-conventional-definition-of-wat-you-call "brain".. or may be even "mind".. n to be honest, the latter "sounds" better, though! wat say!!! *wink!*

so, i may be leaving a few of those (or may be even all of those)..n some (heck! no!!!ALL) of it caused a lot of pondering and wondering on my part.. n some serious soul-searching too..everytime when i came up with something of that sort.. oh gosh!! im again blabbering all the usual shit! i ges, it'll do me a great deal of good to learn to hold my "blabbering" self back a little..

so, presenting all the "non"-sense trivia------>

*tantaaarrararrararaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa* (...this was supposed to be the musical effect.. you know, something akin to the greeting at the entrance sorts.. *hehe*....)

so, here goes.. the first one:
just wondering..why it becomes mandatory for me to stay up (howsoever late it might become) till i get to hear from You that You've reached/returned back.. :) it's been involuntarily on my part till now.. n i kinda like it too:)

the second one:
November is all i know..November is all i really wanna know.. it has really been the "sweet"est November for me.. *love* <3

and the last one ("last" till now, that is):
do i have to be a Sarah Deever to get my Nelson Mass? to say "I love You, Nelson Mass" n get a "I love You, Sarah Deever" back? why cant it just be me, in my own austerity n full of signature idiosyncrasies?

yeah.. thats all abt it till now.. and wel, there'll be lots to follow these too, of that im sure.. :-P

so, till then, its arrivederci..auf wiedersen..ciao..tata :-D

p.s.. just trying to assert my'self' n nothing much n nothing else!!! :-P

7.6.2010

Here is your Today's Cancer Horoscope

A long-distance call could bring about a complete and total change of heart. You'll feel it in your soul as soon as you hear their voice. Don't be afraid to let all your feelings out.

Compatibility: Gemini

Mood: Warm

Lucky Color: Red

Lucky Number: 62

Lucky Time of Day: 7am

 

hmmm.. n this is three days in a row..something that has definitely met with all "thumbs-up" from me.. *needless to say,nevertheless :-P*

n well, some bit of truth definitely exists in the above.. *ahan!* but the major part is still left to be turning out as "said"..

5.12.2010

its been three days..today..n yet, it doesnt seem to hold any significance.. as if, everything has ceased to have any sorta impact on me..

but, if this the case be, then

1. why did i cry today while listening to "love story?? well, NO. there's nothing about the song that'll make me cry, in general..its a nice peppy song by taylor swift..got a nice feel to it..good music..n rythm too.. but then, stil.. the question persists--why did tears roll down my cheeks when that precise song was on? *curious n definitely intrigued*
2. why did i find a certain song to be so perfectly in-tune with a "certain specific phenomenon", n to the extent that just by altering a few numbers n months, it perfectly describes that "certain specific phenomenon", apt to the T?
3. "who can say when the roads meet, that love might be, in your heart.."---- n why this line (specifically) is causing so much of a soul-searching for me to do? agreed, it was absolutely a chance meeting, a fact i'll never deny, n probably will always cherish..but crossing of roads, n then the subsequent "love in your heart"???? why am i drawing parallel to this "specific" lines over-n-over again?! *sigh!*
4. n for some really wierd reason, the term "BESTIE" never sounded so hollow ever, before..but, strangely though, it does now..n it doesnt even have a good ring to it either..

and lastly, i dun have any words of my own, but i find a verse to be so trully echoing my "feelings"...

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me...

yes..it holds TRUE.. in every word..every syllable..every feel..every essence..
it IS true.

pissed X-(

n to say that im pissed will be somewhat akin to not really doing justice.. like a sacrilege!!

n if you've guessed that im MAD, well then, i might just as well give you the credits for being partly right..

coz, some ppl pride themslves for reasons god-knows-wat!! *pathetic*  n wen you dun have a valid reason, you so definitely lose the very sole right (which you have claimed to be all yours exclusively, on your own, backing it up by the excuse "by default!") of behaving exactly in the way as you are doing at this moment..

n to say, that i dun approve of it, will be to say the least.. n it'll be a very VERY polite n understated way to say..period.

Aaaaccchooooooooooooooo!!!!! *sniff!*
 see, i told you, yesterday nyt itself.. 'shut up' karega toh meko thand lag jaegi.. & lo n behold! true to my words! *aaccchhi!*

n so starts today.. *sniff!* with all my plans of going 'bhagne' subah subah getting shelved n flopped (all because of the stupid sun not coming out on time, n not because i dint get up, coz you see, i DID wake up, n that too at the first alarm itself! hee-haw!!!! :-D) n so, it is the rendezvous with the books since the 'wee hours'.. (you see, i study! :-p) n the status till now, im done with one topic, n now gonna be onto the next one.. (though not in the serial order :-p) n a huge task list cut out for the day.. (n im numb already!! aaarrrghhh!)

anyway, gotta get back to the (beseechingly staring at me) black-n-white-with-orange-highlights notes.. n trust me, its only the "orange highlights" that kinda makes it appealing! :-p ;-)