two long years later

putting pen to paper
and scribbling after a hiatus of two years

boy, it sure feels good..
a bit rusty
the curves take time
the lines are stubborn
but you get there
eventually
and its a good feeling

p.s. 'blue' does the magic this time.
p.p.s. its really been two years? whoa! i never realized.. i guess, i should get back to it more often. get back to where i always belong(ed).

Friday, the Thirteenth, 2015

Things I learnt today

1. "Sandwich Leave"
2. "Apoplexy" : and I'm thinking of using it as a new cuss word! Already setting it on Hari Sadu.
3. My Boss Lady really MEANS(sic) what she says. To say that she's a lady of actions for each word uttered, would not be doing complete justice.
4. There exists a 2.18 lac rupees worth shoes and RAT's P.A was zapped!

And then, the one day when I really didn't want to be stressed, I've this shit loads of work piling up!

I Propose

a month back, during those uncertain moments in the conversations that almost act as the make or break, when there was enough hints in the air, heavy with anticipation, but weighed down by the equal amounts of fear...

it was then, i told him that i'll never bite on that anticipation..he just had one thing to say after that.."i hope i gather the courage to do it..and hopefully very soon." it came to me, two days later.

i want to feel him.. how he feels against my touch.. his dreamy eyes, with long eye-lashes.. i want to trace the outlines of his lips when he gives the goofy smile.. laugh with him at the silliest of the rhymes..

but most of all, i want to see him.. see him unfold, in front of my eyes.

and so, i Propose.

i Propose our "meet".

just the day

the day when it's a complete mad house at work!
nerves frayed, confusions at the peak and everybody looking for everything but finding nothing, everybody looking for everybody but finding nobody, inspite of everything and everybody being at exactly where they were supposed to be, to start with.

and add to that, me being-
gnarly,
fangsy,
crabby,
when even the simple exercise of breathing-in-breathing-out hurts,
i almost shout at a very senior person at work (gawd! i sure do hate parrot-people!), which i didn't, but still came real close to that, and finally stopped at being super rude and condescending to him (a feat of which i'm not very proud of),
and i take it all out on the nicest(sic) person ever..

apparently, the bitching session with the Boss Lady helps.

(i sure am building a reputation!)

p.s. the 'senior person' sure did deserve a good shout-at though!

6 days is a long time.

+54-11

5th of January, 2015.
it was a day of magnanimous proportions.

it was the day of Court Convnened Meeting.. it was the day when i got to meet the "famous" people.. it was the day when i had the liberty to be cheeky with the Director, my RAT, my Financial Controller and still get away with it..
it was the day, when everything went as per the note and nothing went awry.

it was the day when by the end of which, the Director was in an exceptionally great mood (i say this because i got a nod-dy 'good evening' along with a broad smile from him. and i also got a few Bong Exchanges with him!). it was also the day when, by the end of which, RAT was joking with us.
*i have the most priceless shot with him, my Boss Lady and me in the middle!*
it was the day when it was exceptionally tiring, and yet, it had that sweet pain that comes with it. the sweet pain of achievement.

and the best part, it was the day when i got a call from Buenos Aires!

*love*

for one last time

so how do you know when something really extraordinary happens? and by extraodinary i mean extraodinarily "good"..
i guess, you just know.. somehow.. the "gut" feels.. and in the end, everything comes down to it.. the "feel", that is.. not the "gut", per se.. but, now that im thinking of it, that's also quite true.. anyway, i think it'll  be best if that's left for some later post, concentrating exclusively on "gut" (per se)!

so now geting back (damn, i tend to digress real bad), i can say that this has been that one great year of my entire life so far, and even the remaining life to come..and i mean every word of it.. and i'm sure, stuff like this don't happen, and even if they do, you gotta make a dash for them and consider yourself lucky enough to be able to actually live it and realise it, while living it! and if you do, then you are definitely having one hell of an extraordinary time!

2014! yes. you will always and forever be that brilliant shine of my life.. and yes, i'm glad that i had you. (there.. spoken by a complete love struck teenager, inspite of being half a decade over being a teenager!)
had the best begining of the year, yes, the cliched countdown et al.. with my all time favourite bunch of people, the favourite food, and the favourite kind of bonhomie.. followed by the awesome cross-country tour/travel all by myself, the unexpected and unplanned reunions, the achievement(SIC), the biggest RECONCILIATION and the coming back of all the familiarity(yes, and that too with a defnite effort and energy from the oher end), presents, new beginings, RED LOVE, the first 1000, and all those infinite intangibles wafting through in between..

and though it's just another day, just another sunrise, that will have just another sunset, followed by the sun again rising somewhere, it had been that great time for me (the entire 365 days) worth framing for good.. and yes, i'm proud enough to know that i have one hell of a year's worth of stories to tell to my kids..

so, 2014.. this is going to be my last day of experiencing you.. and i'm writing this from work, as my Boss lady in not in office, and i'm really overwhelmed with my reading of "Fault in Our Stars" and also, to be real honest, i'm too excited to have finally discovered that i can blog from the office (the site is not blocked)! *yay me!*
so, a thinner, hotter, more blunt-on-you-face, short-haired girl as against a completely different person from 364 days back..

signing off, 2014!

p.s. see you around, in my countless memories. *much love and kisses*