happy days till the countdown

ummm.. yeah well.. its a weirdly happy turn of events to sum the day with..

• to say, barring any hiccups, the trip plan is perfected.. with all the variable probables been taken care of..

and

• there has been a  break with the AWOL status..

and the tops being (to top the above statement), i have been successfully able to maintain the 'cold'! and its a sheer achievement arrived at, considering the identities involved in the above (situational)statement..

plus, now i have two good times to count it down to..

• one at a distance of just a lil' over a fortnight..
• other at a distance of just over a month..

and so, plans galore for the new year.. already! *touchwood!*

and yes.. yay me! happy me! *pretty grin*

never easy

and just when i could muster up enough courage to let you be a part of it, you chose the same time to be high up above the ground.. just my luck.. or signs stating something otherwise?

is it that, you're not the one to be a part of it and that i was almost making a mistake, and the situation saved me, and that was a warning sign?

or
is it that, i'm thinking it all wrong, that nothing of that sort is going to happen and so, no one needs to know right now? that, i'm unnecessarily killing myself worrying about it?

or
maybe, it was not the right time then, and probably the right time will be in sometime in future, and that i should wait for it?


this is never easy.

just saying #4 (scoffed)

one of its weird side-effects-----
excessive thirst.. just doesn't go away..
persistent..
48 hrs.. and counting (still)..
after a zillion litres of water, juices, alike..
thirsty..
persistent..
still..
(sic)

p.s. disclaimer: though, i have nothing against 'it' and in fact, i "love" 'it' down to its gazillion-th times smallest bit.. *mvah!**#forever!* 

i dunno what it is.. and i dun wanna define either.. but staying away from you is the hardest.. i chose to do it.. and those 24 hrs were the most grumpiest that i had been in the last 24 hrs..
and so it is not surprising when i'm all smiles after those sweet nothings to end the day with..
its priceless to me..
i dun care even if you put it as my 'shoshe'..
coz i love when you turn out your guardian-type-ways on me..
thats my assurance blanket..

feels nice to go AWOL on a day like this..

a different kinda nice..

period.

quirked

ok.. i say this coz that's how my mood is being portrayed by my demeanor..

the best time ever.. and an equally dreaded one too, to follow after..
mamma's 'approval' in certain 'cases'---yeah, in plural, that too.. means loads.. coz, as it happens to be, the 'certain cases' in question here, happen to be my 'life'!
have 'resources' to splurge on me, but cant figure out the 'moment'... *frustrating*
have a willing companion for window shopping *surprise surprise!* but again, this-n-that.. *grrrrrr*
mind's at its creative best, and all it's doing now is consolidation, valuation, underwritings, taxable incomes, and all that blehs..

and i have a damn good mind to go out in a yellow-right and a striped blue-left converse pairs.. maybe with a green belt.. coupled with shocking pink tanks and grey-ish shorts.. accessorized with a hand full of coloured bangles.. would have loved my hair to be red and braided, but i guess, i can make do with its present state too---black and straight.. the only sober part being the beige sling bag..

oh damn!!!!!
(it ain't helping!)

alright.. i am ready to take on the risks that it brings.. so, back to counting again---
a month and a week more to go..

*high10*

some good things do come out of the once in a blue moon cleaning ritual.. and today it was the day for that.. and how! sorting out the zillion of the randomest pics and selecting the few maddening ones to take them out for the prints and sticking onto my wall and subsequently editing them, i unearthed a couple of priceless ones.. really PRICELESS!!

this one was a 'surprise' for her.. neither of us remember the exact time of when it was taken.. but both of us remember the place where it was taken.. :) and as far as my good guess goes, this was taken in 2007 or 2008, in Barista--Juhu,Mumbai.. she had a sizzling brownie and i sipped on a lime mojito (non-alcoholic, ofcourse!) and these used to be our long sought after meet-ups of the year, when i used to come back home during my autumn-break in college.. and we both made sure to clear up our calender for this :) and so today, after 4-5 years later when this surfaced, it was a pretty "awwww" moment for us over whatsapp, followed by the 'kisses' and the 'love sighs!' plus, the added bonus being the fact that at least one photo of us that is tainted in complete girlie hues---pink and red.. add a couple more 'awwwws' to this as she is all set to be married in a month's time now! time sure flies by, as if we are standing still.. 

and the another one that surfaced was another surprise.. not with the photo, per se.. but the sheer fact of realisation that it brought forth along.. completion of a decade!

we met 10 yrs back.. in high school.. and it has been 10 years since then.. a fact that suddenly dawned upon me today.. not with the exact date, but the year itself was equally over whelming for me.. 

this is not the only picture of us.. in fact, we surely boast of a lot of pics of us together.. random pics.. and not to mention the quirky videos, that were shot unintentionally by him.. over stupid nothings.. and all of a sudden, i realised, i have to share it with him too..

so a tag on the social networking site over this very picture, including the geo-tag of the place.. and that was also not enough.. so, the next one hr was spent over the national call! :) and oh boy! 10 years worth of living and laughing.. :) starting from sharing the same flats (twice), saving up the last seats in the bus, random walks to the mount mary hills, 'smoky' affairs, and what not.. i told him to have a beer on our 10.. we deserve that!! and we ended up making plans----elaborately detailed plans of what all we should do to celebrate our 'decade' when i come to Mumbai.. and yes, the 'smoky' affairs were in the list!! :-p

so yeah.. some old and precious memories revisited..

and a gloomy day cheered up..

p.s. of course, the Sweetheart always helps.. everytime.. forever.. even if it's grossed out (pun intended).. coz, for the first time till now, i am delightfully forced to take the tag of 'Mr.L' off him.. *love*

p.p.s ♥

good grammar and 'sexy'

You come up with 'digged up roads' and You say k mere 'shoshe' hai?! :-p

and my poor soul almost just died!