just saying #3

you are allowed to draw stares.. well, that's in fact the general and conventional in the 'normal' course of action(s)..
so, all i say too, is that, its alright to draw stares..
alright to sense the trail of gaze following you when you walk across the hall..
alright to catch the fleeting trail of that imaginary thread linking you with that otherwise almost oblivious cosmic entity when you enter the room/elevator/escalator...
alright to acknowledge the 'friendly' blink when you are standing across to another otherwise almost oblivious cosmic entity..

except for----
the time when you, dressed down in denim and a tee and hair let loose, are standing across to some otherwise oblivious (but damn cute and handsome) cosmic entity and drawing those slivers and threads when there are other p.y.t.'s around you dressed in those amazingly gorgeous festive finery and looking so damn fine (and i wont judge/penalise you if you even read "sexy")..#true story#

that just doesn't 'look' right to the 'eye'..

just saying, though..! *wink!*

:)

weekend we(a)ken(e)d

i had a funny feeling today.. funny feeling about the day unfolding.. about the very "feel", per se, of the day itself.. funny feeling from the instant i opened my eyes today for the first time after crashing out and calling it a day yesterday..
i never for once did and/or could feel that today is a saturday.. the feeling of weekend just never came.. never struck.. it was just a normal 'week' feeling for me.. maybe because of my "weekend" yesterday.. (*love*) as that had each and every element of "feel" (included) that one would generally associate with a "weekend"..
and just when today, finally when i was trying to talk myself out about tomorrow being the real "sunday"--wham! all my hopes of sunday goes down the drain.. SEBI and IPO calling for friggin' 4 hrs, that too starting at 0800!
so, yeah.. "weekend" for me was yesterday..
this should just teach me to stop doubting my gut feels and inklings and feelings and intuitions and all and everything similar to it..

junkie day

that insane day when you are a caffeine junkie..
and "more" just doesnt seem to be enough, ever..

just that kind of a day.
today.