dear ******,
you had some different plans for the day six months back.. i was the party to your plan even then, at that time.. well, for the case of similarities, i cant be left far behind either.. six months back, i too had a plan.. a secret wish.. the only difference, i couldnt make you a party to mine in the real world.. so, at that time, you were a party only in my wishes while i was being all ears to yours.. smile on the face, and sad feeling inside..
but, today, i can feel the sweet feeling of that secret wish to be fulfilled.. it was so damn sweet special for me.. not only because it was with you, but for the fact that for once, what i had secretly wished for way back, came true in exactly the same way as i had pictured it.. "living the dream".. lived the dream.. i dunno how it was for you.. whether it was compulsion or otherwise.. but i would like to hope, that at least, for the time we were there, it wasnt miserable for you..
and since waking up today, the only lines that are befitting are stuck on my lips.. and my ears are ringing with them..
"meherbani jaate jaate mujhpe kar gaya..guzarta sa lamha ek daaman bhar gaya..tera nazara mila, roshan sitara mila..taqdeer ki kashtiyon ko kinara mila"
just know that, i wont forget this, ever.. even though if you claim that there's still loads to go for me to remember you by, i will always have this very day to remember you by.. the 'Date' Day, after all..
and for all those zillion stuffs that are going on inside, i cant do justice with words.. so, better you catch them, as you rate yourself (way) higher than bruno..
always as yours,
"identical" ♥
