distress call!

and it soooo not helping.. need some serious incentives and help to study.. kinda 'portkeys' me back to a time couple of odd years down the line (or, will it be "up the line"?) when over the long phone calls in way into the midnight, i used to be the one helping the other one for the other one's respective studies and the exams and the projects.. and now (aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) i need that back!!!! desperately!!!!

come come.. please.. now is the time when "this one" needs the "other one" earnestly.. and pakka wala promise, i wont be audacious, at all.. some serious boost ups, some serious incentives,.....anything.. that will put me in the course towards completing this god-forsaken-and-jinxed unit.......

*:wail!*

listings

1. an hour's worth of working-out-types walking, everyday..
2. enroll for driving school by the month end-WIAA..
3. get into (either/or) aerobics, dance class.. umm, on second thoughts, leave no stones unturned for getting into Mallika Sarabhai's Darpan Academy for Bhaaratnatyam..
4. of course, classes in the mornings..
5. and also of course, driving classes in the evening..
6. with "walking" before the driving/dance class..
7. and hell yeah.. studies and the assignments.. of course..
8. not to forget, any time random bbay trips.. just grab a bag and get in the bus.. :)
9. looking after "the girl down the lane"..

whew.... well, i guess thats more than enough to last me 24hrs in a single day.. but me happy :) very very very happy :) got sooooooo many stuffs on hand.. *loves absolutely*

and the countdown starts.. coz, it is that time of the year again when everything is abuzz with loads of E-X-C-I-T-E-M-E-N-T,writ large across everything happening.. ask me whats different from all the other years, this time around, and i'll say its ME! yes, yes.. this time, I also happen to feature in all those 'everything happening'. :-D
and finally, and about time too, people are getting into that "M" club.. so, till then, me counting it down to the D-Day(s).. well, yeah (*sheepish grin*), there are quite a lot of D-Days down the line.. *trying to stifle a chuckle*

and yet again.. its stamped and certified.. and a proof of it, delivered today.. again..

and yes, it happened to be that day where i feature everywhere.. cynosure.. a certain loved "guru", damdam, farmer and p.a! all on a single day.. :-D

and, hence, needless to say, "over-the-moon-whelmed"!


p.s. and yet, inspite of all such (happy) brouhaha, meano was missed.. and so, boxer was it, for me to be with.. :)
p.p.s boxer says "hi :)", meano..

well well.. things been going good.. not "really awesome over the top good" types good.. and neither, "oh crap, if only it dint have to be so draggy" kinda good.. its just "good" types good.. and that's all it should be.. just "G-O-O-D" good.. period.

umm, so, its all (and only) Moi, basking in that austere "good"ness..

keeping all this usual blabbering nonsense aside, and coming to the point which i initially set out with (when i started writing this), "the girl down the lane" was supposed to be my maiden venture in "writing"..and i intended it to D-R-A-G it till the 31st of Dec, 2012.. but then i realised, me being "ME", (with the innate tendency of forgetting most of the stuffs midway) i'd rather not drag it till that very end.. rather finish it at the most urgent level of finishing it, if i really intend it to complete.. (which, as a matter of fact, i sincerely and honestly DO)

and so, maybe from today onwards, there might be a new "post" everyday (sic) from "The Girl down the Lane".. watch out...
actually, as an afterthought, Don't watchout..

p.s .thegirldownthelane.blogspot.com 

what do you do?

on the days when you dun feel all right, yet nothing is apparently and visibly wrong with you, what do you do?
when for no reason at all, even in the presence of the loved one, you can't even but force a smile?
when you dun wanna talk, and yet die a thousand deaths in the unspoken silence?
when you feel, you should cry, but go all out searching in vain, for just the one remotest reason, which again, you dun find..
what do you do, when you are just being you, and yet you feel that you are not yourself?

its at that time when you feel, and wish, to just tilt your head at a side so that all the cranked up stuffs get aligned and flow out like the shiny silver slivers of the thoughts..with none to hold and bind..

first(sic)

sometimes i think, certain 'firsts' are destined to be on the "first".. that always prepares by itself for the opportune posed--"when was the last time you did something for the first time?"and yes, today, on the first day, i did something for the first time ever.. and yes, it feels nice.. really nice :)

*a happy new year, indeed!*

this is the stupid me, being real stupid, and starting on a stuoid note! :D

it was only in the dreams.. or the fantasy castle lands.. and at times it was in some of the movies and of course, the latest being in one of the episodes of my all time fav "How I Met Your Mother".. but never before did i ever could think that it could be real.. but then again, that never stopped me ever from wishing for the same..

this no fairy tale.. but no less than one either.. spending the dying few moments of the last year, in the arms of the loved one and ushering in the new year, being in the arms of the loved one.. with no damn care of the world.. being in your own lil' space even while surrounded by the crazy milies of the rowdy midnight crowd.. when all matters is just the serene and the solitude amidst all the cacophonic brouhaha.. with the stars showering on us, and we sealing it all.. yes, it was the "perfect" ushering of a "great begining"..

and i guess, i have just you to thank for making it so special.. sometimes i really cant help but wonder, "23 on 23" was really a magical phenomenon..

love.. :)