till now, i never was sure of the meaning and essence of COMMITMENT. i used to go about asking people what do they really mean by it. how would they define 'Commitment'? and to be frank, i did get hell loadsa replies. at times even more than what i could have actually handled at a time.
{and i wont give or make any stories at that! this 'Commitment' deals with a guy and a girl.}
of al the definitions that i was subjected to, one made its way to my brain. quoting a certain Doc.-----
"you know you are committed, when you wont even think of going out (as on a date) with any other (comparable) being."
and it made sense to me, today!
up until this day, i have put a certain entity to tremendous testing conditions, which at times were no way air and just. but still i did. and maybe i can never forgive myself for that.
but on the same hand, i am the proudest person, because the concerned entity never failed those tests.
before today, i was a wanderer. because i knew i can always come back to my "ground force". i used to take advantage. undue advantage of it. and i know today-----how wrong i was!
maybe today, if anyone asks me, how would i define "commitment", i still wont be able to elucidate it or put it down in words for writing. but some oart inside me is at complete peace today, because i have finally understood and felt "commitment".
it might be too early for me to say it now. but i have decided to live for the moment.
and COMMITTED it is for me----- at the moment. and i am happy, proud, satisfied and relaxed.
because, for once, it all feels justified!
{and i wont give or make any stories at that! this 'Commitment' deals with a guy and a girl.}
of al the definitions that i was subjected to, one made its way to my brain. quoting a certain Doc.-----
"you know you are committed, when you wont even think of going out (as on a date) with any other (comparable) being."
and it made sense to me, today!
up until this day, i have put a certain entity to tremendous testing conditions, which at times were no way air and just. but still i did. and maybe i can never forgive myself for that.
but on the same hand, i am the proudest person, because the concerned entity never failed those tests.
before today, i was a wanderer. because i knew i can always come back to my "ground force". i used to take advantage. undue advantage of it. and i know today-----how wrong i was!
maybe today, if anyone asks me, how would i define "commitment", i still wont be able to elucidate it or put it down in words for writing. but some oart inside me is at complete peace today, because i have finally understood and felt "commitment".
it might be too early for me to say it now. but i have decided to live for the moment.
and COMMITTED it is for me----- at the moment. and i am happy, proud, satisfied and relaxed.
because, for once, it all feels justified!
